Circleoflife.

I hate living with regrets. Things aren’t supposed I be regretted they are supposed to be life lesson but I don’t like mine at all they tear at me at the seams. I miss my best friend terribly. I fucked that up. I wish I was in school. I fucked that up. I wish I didn’t disappoint my parents. I fucked that up. I wish I didn’t hurt her they way I did. I fucked that up. I wish my life wasn’t the way it is. But I fucked that up too. Things are the way they are because of me. And I wish i wasn’t such a fuck up. Maybe things will be fine one day. I’m living for that day until then like there’s no tomorrow. I’m going to stop existing, and start living.

Thank god I didnt continue to grow up in Pennsylvania.